Lately things are really turning into a struggle. Seeing another demo opportunity fleet past is
a bit discouraging. I want to be
involved in the demo’s, in Rotary runs, in park clean ups, and parades. I want to raise my hand and volunteer for
organizing and getting things moving, and it kills me to sit in silence at a
meeting. I know that I have something to
offer to help the year of the Horse take off.
I haven’t figured it out. It is
truly a rock and hard place. I have on
occasion put the truck into warp drive from Vegreville country across to Stony
Plain knowing that there is no chance of me making it for class, but still ever
hoping and trying. It ends up in a
missed Kung Fu opportunity, falling behind in paperwork, and burning hours of
time that could be used as sleep. I have to evaluate every minute where time is
best spent.
Yesterday my wife pulled together an evening for my bday where I got a
chance to throw a couple casts with the fly rod out with the family and a
couple friends. It was a reset and
recharge that was much appreciated. This
week, it is back to Weyburn Saskatchewan.
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What you have to offer is your constant engagement....it doesn't matter if you haven't been in the kwoon in months, everyone can see that you are engaged in your kung fu and clearly practicing when we don't see you. Keep moving forward and don't let the circumstances get you down :)
ReplyDeleteHi Sihing, haven't heard from you in awhile, just curious how things are going for you. :)
ReplyDeleteI can totally relate to what you are feeling. However your engagement is what is inspiring considering your physical absence.
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